Saturday, November 25, 2006
today i feel so weak .
had a talk with mum & we both cried. seeing her this way and the way the family is becoming hurts me.. somehow i know its time i grow stronger and stop hidding in the protective shell as the youngest in the family...
its time i really grow up.
yst, had recce and it was really exhausting. was cycling in the heavy rain for 6 F HOURS. and it gets really horrible each time we cycled down hill coz of the chilly wind. wind + rain is a really bad combi..
then i stayed back with the guys to trek ard pulau ubin to navigate our way out for another 2 hrs.
finally headed back to my beloved island SINGAPORE. and had meeting over subway till night. reached home only at 11.
totally worn out
i cried till i was overwhelm was exhaustion.
very alone was how u made me feel.
sang at` @ 1:44 PM